( Set You Free )

Title: Set You Free.
Author: ViciousFaye69
Chapters: One Shot
Pairings: RukixAoi, AoixUruha.

“ I remember eyes that shine as they look so hard back into mine. Now is just a memory so I’ll set you free.”

I use to love the way you looked at me. With Lust, Trust and most of all Love. Just one look from those beautiful brown eyes would drive me crazy. Now you can’t even look me in the eye. When you do all I see is a void that sends a cold shiver down my spine. The feeling of shame is written in your eyes. When did the gleam in your eyes fade? At what point did everything change?

“I hear you threw the wire. Your words all sound like noise. What happened to the fire in your voice?”

We use to stay awake all night talking about nothing. Wrapped in your arms is my favorite place to be. Feeling your warmth and hearing your heart beat next to mine. Just laying there hearing about your hopes and dreams. About what the future would bring for us. Yes us what we use to be. You always spoke to me about everything because I mattered to you. It made me feel special to know that no one else in this whole world knew you the real you but me. Yet things began to change. Now your always busy and you barely say two words to me. My questions seem to irritate you. The who?, why? and where? are triggers that send you of on a rampage of cusswords that always end with you storming out and leaving me alone.


“Don’t try to hide the distance is just to big to ignore. We worked it out like business. It won’t work any more…”

I keep pretending everything is all right just to keep you by my side. I tide this mask of lies to prevent my world from braking. Even if your kisses are empty, your touches are cold, you do nothing but lie to me cause you don’t love me any more. Yet the questions swim inside my head. Why are you still here? Why haven’t you left me? I know you want to be with him so why stay? These are the questions I’m afraid to ask because I all ready know the answers. So we both keep on pretending and making the distance between us grow.

“ Still sometimes late at night moonlight comes into my window I make believe its how it use to be…”

Now you gotten in the habit of coming home late. When you think I’m asleep you crawl into bed and pretend everything is fine. I know you where with him. I can still smell his shampoo in your hair. Why would you hurt me this way? I lay there with my back to you to hide the silent tears that fall from my eyes. I close them and try to pretend its all a dream that when I wake up I will have my beautiful Aoi wrapped in my arms. The man that only belongs to me. I remember your smile. It would always brighten my day. No matter how horrible my day was you always made it better. Just knowing you would always be by my side gave me courage. I don’t know what I’m going to do now?

“ We made it look so easy. We never tried to resist. Somehow you stopped believing. Somehow its come to this.”

Today I saw you. I finally saw what my heart knew to be true. You held him close just like you use to hold me. You were smiling and telling him how much you loved him. You kissed him with such passion. A passion that I had not seen in a long time. The way you looked at him you never looked at me. I didn’t realize that tears have began to fall and I began to sob that’s when you saw me and pushed him away but it was to late.

“ Remember words that fell like coins into a wishing well. It was never meant to be so I’ll set you free…”

My first instinct was to run. To get as far away as possible. I ran to what use to be our home. Every step I took in that place replayed a memory of us. The words that you had spoken and promises you made repeated in my mind. Everything seemed like a lie to me. A lie I helped create. I wasn’t angry at you. I didn’t hate you because it was my fault too. I refused to see the truth that was clearly written in your eyes.

“So now I must go on but what can I do?.. “

I decided to leave with what little dignity I have left. I don’t want your apologies or excuses. Their all words that help you feel better but do nothing for me. I hope your happy with Uruha and that he can give you what I apparently lacked.

“What good is being strong?…”
I’m pretending to be strong not for you but for me. I will not let you brake what little pride I have left. I have played the fool for too long. I held on to a dream. That was what our relationship was a dream. A dream that I had to eventually wake up from. I thank you for opening my eyes. I will always cherish the time we spend together. Don’t feel bad for me. This is the right thing to do. I will leave your life and let you be happy. Since this is what you wanted. Do you know what I want?

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